It’s been a minute (or over 2.6 million or so…)

So where to start?

I’ve maintained this site for many many years not out of a sense of duty, but more of being proud that I put this out there when I was navigating what was honestly the most turbulent and fluid part of my adult life.

I haven’t wandered these dusty halls in quite some time but spent some time recently dusting off the tomes and taking a look.

I can’t believe that some of that writing came from me.  Especially with everything I had rolling through my brain at the time.

But let’s catch up a bit.

Miriya graduated high school. She made it. Flew through. The time slipped by so fast. She’s actually finished her first year of college and is pursuing a Psych degree. Something she set her mind to after you passed, and she had amazing counselors that got her through the parts of that loss I couldn’t get her through.

She wants to pay it forward. With battle earned perspective. I worry sometimes because she’s an empath like me, and it may be rough for her in the profession she’s chosen…or maybe it’ll be a gift that makes her extremely good at it. You’d say it would be the latter, so we’ll go with that and keep it positive.

We had this thing called COVID a few years back come and run rampant through society. Disrupted our lives. Made some things better. Made a lot of people and things worse. Mentally for a lot and physically for some.

Miriya picked up guard after all (I think it was kind of always going to happen you know?) and is now actually TEACHING guard. It’s crazy to me to think that she’s basically the same age we were (only a year or two off) from when we met. 

Things have changed so much in the past few years…. it’s hard to really convey in text. I don’t know if it’s due to me getting older and my perspective changing on things, or if it’s actually the world is changing. 

Actually, I’m sure it’s both.

And actually, why am I telling you all this. You’ve seen it all. 

I’m thinking I may write her more. Keep writing things down.

Time will tell.

We miss you. 

Still trying to find my way. It’s not easy. You know how I am.